Well this was the week from H…. E ……. DOUBLE HOCKYSTICKS!
There was Monday, Monday 2.0, Wednesday, Monday 3.0 and now Friday aka Monday 4.0. Ok so maybe not really Monday 4.0, but NOT what a Friday should be cracked up to be.
To top it off I got on that [insert VERY bad word] of a scale this morning and I’m up .2 pounds.
Ok Yes, I know that .2 isn’t much, and it very well could just be water weight, or the fact that I didn’t eat dinner last night till 8:30pm, which was WAY WAY WAY too late, but still.
Up….. then down …. then up … then up again … I am so tired of this. Doesn’t seem fair. Why should we work so hard and then not have it show up on the scale. I know I’m not the only one. I see it happening to others too. It is just stupid….I think my body is used to what I’m doing. Its so infuriating! I was so angry earlier.
Note the word was… cuz see then I thought about how far I’ve come. Yup… ADDITUDE CHECK ON ISLE 4!!!!!
If you’ve been reading this ( or even have just read the intro to My Weighty Story ) then you know that just a year ago I was at my heaviest weight EVER, 285 lbs, just at Christmas last year. I still have my goal of being 200 lbs by Christmas in sights, and so far I’ve lost over 60 lbs, (and if I could just a few more pounds off, I’d hit that 70 mark! ).
THAT IS NO SMALL ACCOMPLISHMENT. I really have done very well, and much better than what some other people have done in that same time frame just due to health issues. I didn’t put this weight on overnight, its going to take some time to come off. I am still frustrated with the bouncing weight on the scale, but that is part of this. I know that.
So, I think it might be time to rev it up. If my body is comfy with what I’m doing now, then time to add in more (and different ) workouts. Time for some shock and awe on my body.
Ohhhh how it is gonna hate me!!!…